Sorry that I am really down at the moment. I had thought that I wouldn't blog anymore but I guess that would be over reacting.
I eventually signed my rabbits into the refuge yesterday and all their equipment went with them.
I know that it is for the best for them, but I am going to miss them so much as they lived in our home and they were very much a part of our lives.
The last week before they were taken, was the worst bit. As the countdown started, I got more and more depressed. The actual handing over was not so difficult but now, a day later, I feel as bad as ever again.
The weather is cold and rainy. Surely there is something good just round the corner?
Harry starts his drug trial this coming week and that brings about some really worrying thoughts because, as its not been approved yet, there are some nasty, possibly dangerous and unknown side affects. He has a two in three chance of getting the drug but he might be given the placebo and that will not be good either as he is getting tired and experiencing more pain as the wretched disease progresses.
I'm sorry that this is a depressing post, though you don't have to read it or comment on it.
I am very grateful for support and your comments though.
Hoping to be more cheerful as the time progresses and I get more used to things.