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I got this post prepared so that I could tell everyone some really good news after seeing my consultant this morning. I was going to title it *Everything Coming Up Roses*
However, every thing changed in the flash of an eyelid, when the consultant told me I had secondary cancer.
He said it was coming from the uterus. How the Hell could that be? I had a hysterectomy thirty years ago?
Just tell me how?
I feel like kicking doors down. I feel really upset....... too upset to write personal email. I am sorry about that. I will no doubt get over it.
So now...... wait for it......... I am having to go back on a waiting list to see a specialist in womens' problems (that I can't even spell.)
I might be hearing from them within two weeks. Two more weeks of Bloody Hell!
I assume then there will be tests and more waiting for scans & possible surgery. I seem to have gone right back to the start again. A bit like *snakes and ladders*. And all the time this thing inside me is spreading. I just want to start treatment. Is that too much to ask?
My lovely brother is going with me to the doctor this afternoon to push for some treatment.
Forgive me for my tantrum I don't intend this blog to end up as a cancer blog.
Please pray for me. I can't.